i'm not talking about just Being Glad That Someone Has Something I Don't, coz i would call that compersion. i'm talking about
just like how some kinds of physical pain become peace-inducing and pleasurable in the right context, without ever not being Pain, the feeling of jealousy becomes this warm burning that fills me with contentment
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it's one of my fav emotions coz it hit me in 2016 and it basically felt new, like i'd never experienced it before
it burns