i love how music can really *fuck me up*
like
i can't easily describe it in words but
the aesthetic gets into my brain. it colors my mood in a unique way.
maybe i should be trying to paint with these colors
it pleases the part of my brain that's this intuition thing i can't directly control or understand
it takes me places that i couldn't have otherwise gone
it's the good shit
this is something i should spend some real time with
maybe if i do, someday i can help others go where i have
or given that it's nigh-impossible to uniquely represent these things, they'd go somewhere different but adjacent
i only wish i could ever know exactly how that is, but it's an exciting prospect
would you believe i'm not even high on anything and i'm writing this
god only knows how i'd be...
maybe it's for the best that i don't
@KitRedgrave I can believe it...gosh it's a nice place to be.
maybe when i wake up tomorrow, i will have forgotten all about this fleeting mood and i'll be somewhere else
idk
but some night when i'm up way too late, i'll be back here
hopefully with some of you, and we can talk this out more ❤️
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@KitRedgrave you're making me wonder what I am again
@LottieVixen there are tests but idk they're not consistent and don't really help you out unless you, like, spend money and have a pro look at you
better to look at everything and decide what fits best for yourself
@KitRedgrave holy fck.... that seems to be a lot of text *curls up*
@LottieVixen it is. you should tackle it when you're rested
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@KitRedgrave I would, I think people who don't think music alone can have such a profound effect just don't listen to enough
@mhu2141ai there's a damn good reason that music and art in general is something that keeps recurring every time you get enough people in one place
religion too but that's a whole other can of worms to talk about here
i should be like frank zappa or salvador dali. i don't do drugs, i *am* drugs